| So...I am amazed how people change. I am amazed how some change for the best, some for the worst.
Whats more amazing is how we expect for extended amounts of time for
people to change one way, but in reality they are nothing we
thought. They have in reality become sub par, below standard, and
unhealthy, yet we still try to pretend they are amazing because
ruining the ideal is a daunting task. We try to fight for the
idea we have created in our heads, and somehow we sensationalize who
the person really is.
We should stop this pattern of human behavior and be real with one
another. People will never grow up if we keep pretending they
already have. We need to be acountable as friends and stop this
bullshit idea that we can all fend for ourselves. I need my
friends to keep me in check. If they simply assumed that I was
doing ok, I would fall on my face. We need to stop pretending
with one another. No one is perfect and we need to make that fact
more real in our lives than ever before. I am tired of watching
people let their friends fall and fail and live unhealthy lives because
the idea of who they might or can be overbears the reality of who they
actually are. They are clueless, misguided, and unhealthy. They
do not know how to hold an interpersonal realtionship. They
think their life is perfect, but they always have the right answers
when confronted about it. They think the way they approach life
is acceptable, when it is not. It is wrong. When will we
hold our friends in the same esteem as ourselves.
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| Its funny how I never use my xanga. I will check it only when I
am bored. In anycase, if anyone still reads this, the count
begins again. I will mark today as day 1, even though it started
a couple days ago. So.....here we go...day one...I can only go
up.
In other news... I am working to make my way full time as a
photographer. So if anyone knows anyone needing anything in
terms of photography or graphic design...or web design....pretty much
anything visual. I started a company that does it all....so send
them my way.
I hope the few people who actually read this are well.
Micahl
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| He got through day 11....early morning day 12.....No idea what to say at this point....
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| day 9 and 10.....today sucked....about to get more confusing...
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